A confession of Deepest Regard

 My dear yellow rose, I


Dear , I must express this to you in the utmost deepest regard 


, if you are reading this, please know


My most distant love.

When I dream of you I wake in a field so blue I drown. I wish I could kiss you through this miserable letter, but it would be as to open a window and kiss the air. I intend that you will never read these words that I shakingly write as of right now, with the understanding, and great devastation that you do not share the same intent as mine. And in a way, I am betraying you. 


This was never how intended it to happen. Truth be told I am afraid of what I have gotten myself into. It is far too late for me to turn back. 


If you are a stranger reading this confession I urge you to turn back. Leave this place and never return. 


With love.. and fear in my heart, .